Saturday, June 12, 2004

Did i mentioned somthing about designing templates?

oh yah i did. i basically is having a sort of testing site for all my templates, and is working on the lord of the rings template now. special thanx to amerus aka yang jiji aka yang zhe for her hp template. haha i changed the whole thing. but well, the template she provided made things a bit easier. im LAZY...

tomorrow i decided to go jogging at about 6am. see wether i can succeed waking up at that time first :p

Now i am addicted AGAIN.

once upon ago, ka went around to explore the wide world, in hope to find a new land. she stumbled upon utopia, and settled down in a small province. she became the leader of the province, and ordered ppl around, train military, and do all sorts of things kings and queens would do...soon, her provice became bigger and bigger, and arts and sciences and economic and military flourished. the province became more powerful. as queen ka sits on her throne, she began pondering about what she really did. nothing, came the answer. and she decided to go back to homeland, giving up her throne, to where she should be, to the reality.

i came back to the reality indead, trying very hard to quit utopia. i did, with both my accounts. and now is trying to get back to my normal life. once i had..........nope, that's past.

problem is, going back to normal daily life is HARD. really, fucking hard.

now i am addicted to blogs. i mean, designing blogs. i know i still suck at it, but is trying to learn all by myself.

everytime i got addicted i just sort of think about something all the time, and don't want to quit it and...addicted physically as well as emotionally. but the problem is that i KNEW that i was addicted and i KNEW i was squandering my time, and i KNEW that the thing i am addicted to is actually not so brilliant but i still AM addicted.

im still trying to get back...to the reality. internet has offered me too many worlds...once, metropolis..now, utopia...and lots more...i am like quite lost in those worlds...but well, i ALWAYS knew what i am doing..i guess that i need time, that's all.

i think my family is er sort of sticks to something..

like one particuar kinda bread. last time they started eating california rasin, and now i am sick of it. and they are still eating that EVERYDAY. i don't know what's their problem.
and then i FINALLY persuaded them to buy fruit and nuts...and now thry are buying that EVERYDAY. im like what the hell...

now i AM sick of fruit and nuts..

Friday, June 11, 2004

just came back from family shopping.

or er..not really family. mom and me.
i think i fall in love with our family car. its pearl white and its really really nice...i mean when you are sitting on it and that feeling of balanced and tranquility..and coolness..with jazz playing softly at your ear, and look out to see whatever that's outside. it is never boring for me. the world is always so amazing.
i just love the atmosphere in the car. i told my mon to re-park the car thrice so that i can stay on the car for longer. haha.*evil grin*

practiced piano just now.

i love those etudes. sometimes your fingers will crack and groan, and i love that feeling of fingers screaming and cursing at me. but well, after that my fingers will just refuse to do anything...


fingers: stop!!! this hanon rubbish is killing us!!

me: haha, oh no. *plays faster and faster*

index finger: god..im too tired to press the keys...

me: haha, oh no. *tried to raise up index finger as high as possible while played even faster*

fingers: we are fucking cracking now!!!

me: haha, on no. *started from normal rate and accelerates until fingers start groaning again*

look how sadistic i am..
*after i left the piano room*

me: index finger, can't you type faster?

index finger: haha, on no. *practically freeze itself*

me: damn. typing error again. what happened, fingers? can't you function properly at all?

fingers: haha, on no. *stop functioning COMPLETELY*



ok. now my fingers started rioting. can't control them AT ALL.

just explored what blogspot has in store for me.

interesting. i hope it won't make things as difficult as diaryland. seems promising though. i like things that are easy. mainly because im too lazy these days.
look how lazy i am. i just squandered 4 hours online and watching discovery channel. god...
extreme machines is nice to watch. very nice, very exciting. just that the weather now is a bit hot...but i bought yogurgs to cool myself down. ha.

I have changed from diaryland to blogspot.

diaryland is too complicated for a simple-brain like me.
i am starting new, contented with the ready-at-hand template i have now. i might design one for myself later...herm..im lazy.
Trying to keep my blog short and sweet. i hate long and naggy ones.
ok, that's all for today. got to watch discover channel now.