再见

god...

突然间有好多东西象头脑爆炸一样但我说过就算你也不能阻止我。

所以说我要向你说再见。

我不管

我发过誓， 我就要做到。

我不管这会伤害到谁，我一定要做到。

谁都不能阻止我。

什么都挡不住我。

我要的我就会得到，

我爱你，JuJu

听说你要考试了。而且是中考。也听说你有点紧张。

不过，不要紧。因为我会为你而祈祷。

我知道，你要的东西是绝对得的到的。所以，我很放心。

但是，有些东西离得太近，也是有危险的。

Quotes

I believe that God or a creator exists, I just doubt he gives a damn.-John Taylor

The supreme victory is to win without doing battle."- Sun Tzu

Nobody is perfect. I am nobody, therefore i am perfect.

If all the world were paper, if all the sea were ink, if all the trees were bread an cheese what would we do for drink?
I'll tell you what: Drink goddamn milk!

Don't turn off the light. Becuase if you do, you might not ever be able to find the switch again.

1gc for your thoughts.

In the beginning, the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and has been widely regarded as a bad move.
-Douglas Adams

Success is not the result of spontaneous combustion - you have to set yourself on fire

"All Masters were once newbies" - Ozen

Tries to poke god, but misses and pokes himself

pokes... "WAIT!" Sees he is holding scissors*
*Throws the scissors away*
*Pokes all the n00bs*
*Pokes all the Masters*

Sees someone*
*Tries to poke him*
*Stops when he sees it's a mod *
*Thinks again*
*pokes him anyway*


gets smart*
*invents a time machine*
*goes back to 3 minutes ago*
*steals THE GRAND MASTER ULTRA KILLING HYPER POKING MACHINE*
*pokes Nimon*
*breaks time machine*
*becomes dumb again*


DON'T SPIT INTO THE WIND.

Easilier, add that word to your dictionary




ok those are what i found in utopian temple anyway. some are pretty good. and the poking thing...tt's for fun.

okok i admit i SHOULD quit utopia by now. but im still playing. damn. but well, i WILL quit by the time i reach 10thousand nw. i always do that. but this time i WON'T start a new account. i swear i won't.

有些东西真得能让人很开心。

比如，三四个从不让你失望的朋友。

有朋友，的确是件好事，就算两人再也不说话，再也不交流，还是朋友。而且，这种朋友，远远比身边那些开口就是废话，一开口就停不了的人好多了。

想说一些东西，却又说不出来。

我只能深深祝福。

第一次用中文来写。

感觉差不多。

现在，每天都待在家里， 看电视， 看电脑，看书，看报纸。也没做什么。

现在，注意力很不集中，做一件事时，很容易应思想开小差，而去做另外的事。

做了好多事，但好象又没做什么。怪。

好象时间真的过得好快，不知不觉，一天过去了。一天，两天，一个星期，两个星期。就这样过去了。

好象自己明明知道终点站在哪里， 但又在迷宫里打圈子。但又想走出迷宫。矛盾，但又合理。

也许，就向我所说的， 我转了一个湾。

watching LOTR

bought the whole set of LOTR. watching now.truely madly deeply in love with aragorn. not viggo, but aragorn. viggo is really a good actor. honestly..i mean, ALL the actors from the fellowship to small little characters like the ppl in the prancing pony..they all are very good actors...except maybe haldir. er..haldir ist supposed to be so proud and arogant...

another thing, lotr should be watched in cinema to actually have maximun visual effects. the seat chosen is crucial as well. should be the last row of the cinema. so that you can have 3d hearing effect.even home cinema isn't good enough...

and of course the best of among three is two towers. er fellowship is rather dry..and return of king too sad..

talked to lamlee yesterday..

and i realised that what i really needed was to talk. not communication in other ways, but communication by talking..open my mouth and talk. i realised i don't know HOW TO talk now, which is...quite a ...something to be taken note of. sometimes when i roamed the shopping centre alone, i had a sudden urge of talking to someone, talking to someone i am comfortable with, talking to someone with a flowing conversation which i don't need time to think about what to reply or how to reply(i ALWAYS have got to screw up my brain thinking about that during conversations) i don't know...but one thing i know is that it will never happen. for one thing, NO ONE is going to roam these shopping centres with me, and the another thing, ONLY my best friend can make me at ease during a conversation. sometimes we talk with our hearts. a lot more things can be said during silence.

bought the whole set of lotr vcd just now, from MJ. that's my favourite music shop. favourite bookshop? MPH. mainly because of these two's atmosphere, and the things they sell. MJ has got soooooooooo many jazz cds, more than any other shop i knew of, and MPH has got soooo many versions of LOTR, and soooo many books(much more than popular), and sometimes (especially the one in raffles city) it will have jazz. god that's really nice.
i basically enjoyed the silence when i am roaming these shops..but i realised my need to talk as well. i think that (even though i DON'T like) i need to learn how to communicate with others more efficiently. how to bring across my ideas clearly to my audience...how to TALK. the art of TALKING or CRAPPING. god knows how much i suck at crapping...

i don't know, but when i saw txy online i just felt like talking so much to her, and a lot of topics i wanna talk about and all these topics just like exploded in my mind and i am like...typing soooo quickly...and trying to make her understand all the things, and jumped from this topic to another, and i am like..well, nvm.

i know i can pick on anybody to talk these crap, but txy is someone i felt QUITE comfortable talking with. she is.. okay, but well, much better than anybody else..mainly its because..im to proud or what..i just sort of flinched away from someone i don't feel comfortable with, or look down on. i know. i am too proud. i looked down on too many ppl. that's bad. but i just am who i am. and its soooo common for me too look down on ppl. i even look down on my friends. well, sometimes...

and i looked down on ppl whom most ppl liked. well, if he is really good than i won't but most of the times i managed to see the darker side of ppl. i think that is..pretty sort of not-a-very-good-thing, because i am like..seeing the dark side of everyone and not been able to feel very bright as well. i mean, when you find something not-very-good about someone, i won't feel very happy, and you won't feel very nice and good and comfortable right? of course bright things make me brighter too. i used to live at the end of the corridor of the 4th floor, and the whole corrider actually has pretty girls living in the rooms and everytime i saw them i just felt very happy, very relaxed, very comfortable, and brighter as well. i don't know, but when you see bright side of world, you'll feel nicer..

trying to design a quiet template for txy now.

first, i need materials(graphics,words,etc)associated with quietness. i want something that is er..not very modern and not very sharp. something mild. somthing that when ppl see it they wouldn't feel excited.
then, i need to choose a theme colour. i will either choose blue or purple. cool colours.
i think that the challenge is on the materials im using...im not very good at art. but herm..ill try, of course.