Thursday, June 24, 2004

a chat with god

「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
A CHAT WITH GOD

God : Hello. Did you call me?

Me : Called you? No ... who is this?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me : I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something ...

God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me : Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Me : I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God : Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortabl
「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
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Me : Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me : Why are we then constantly unhappy?

God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit.That's why you are not happy.


「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
Me : But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me : But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty ...

God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me : If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Me : You mean to say such experience is useful?

God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
Me : But still, why should we go through such tests? Why cant we be free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me : Frankly, in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..


「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me : Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?


「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me : In tough times, how do you stay motivated?


「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me : What surprises you about people?

「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
God : When they suffer they ask, "Why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me : Sometimes I ask, Who am I, Why am I here. I can't get the answer.

「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me : How can I get the best out of life?

「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me : One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
「???2」 ηλεκτρον[electricity]// it's GREEK to me [pun] [more slogging* days to school reopening] 说:
Me : Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.

God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts or doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me : Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

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haha

又是一次

再一次的断绝。

死了那么多次。

好象还以为自己还在的时候。我疯狂的要找回自己,那个不在现实中的自己。好象被夹在现实和虚幻, 但我知道只能在当中选一个。

真的很难就这么说byebye..

Sunday, June 20, 2004

psychology for dummies

Getting personal with psychology

personality: the organized psychological and physical components inside a person that create and determine theat individual's unique characteristics and behaviour. it creates and determines what you do.

memories:
1, conscious--aware of thing that are current at the moment
2, preconscious--ordinary memories (eg, birthdays, how to ride a bike)..we are rarely aware of our memories in the preconscious.
3, unconscious--memories and experiences that we're not aware of, deepest and most basic desires that you're not even aware of them urself.

*conscious, preconscious, and unconscious memories help make you unique, giving you personality

id, ego, and superego
1, id--contains all of our most basic animal and primitive impulses that demand satisfaction, driven by a force called the libido.
2, ego--mediate between id's demands and the reality. harness the id's power, regulating it in order to achieve satisfaction despite the limits of reality.
3, superego--conscience. expects ego to be strong and effective against libido, from our parents or a parental figure.

* evil men do what good men only dream of.